Jengkel.

Its not a mistake to ask me such question IF ONLY you are really close to me.

" Akak ade kawan laki-laki solo tak saya nk kenal? "

APEKAH??

Dahla soalan mukaddimah macam aku ni suspek jenayah. HEH.

Terdesak sangat ke die?

I replied her with a simple answer.

" Kawan-kawan akak yang solo pun akak tak tertolong dik. Inikan pula nak tolong orang lain. Kalau ada pun dah jadi laki /tunangan orang ".

Maaf lah. Saya tersentap dengan soalan cepu emas anda yang tidak kena pada masa dan tempatnya.

Setahun sudah berlalu..

21 Dec 2008.

He was born at about 3.27am. After having 1 and a half hour intermittent painful contractions. I only spent about 45 minutes in the labor room, then he came out to see the real world. And for the first time, I saw him. My own flesh blood. My son.

21 December 2009

A one year old boy. The pain already went away and I can not even remember what it was like. Amazing right?

Happy Birthday my son.

We love you so much. With all of our heart.

You have completed our life.

Membesarlah dengan sihat dan cergas.

Jadi anak yang soleh dan berguna, taat pada Allah. Patuh pada agama.

Ketahuilah anakku,

Kasih sayang kami bukan sedikit.

Yours truthfully,

Mommy and Daddy.

22nd December 2009.

Hanya manusia biasa..

I am not a robot. Atau mungkin malaikat. Saya hanya manusia biasa. Ingatkan saya kalau saya terlupa. Hari ini, saya sangat sedih. Sedih. Fullstop.